So... this is my blog. what do you think? Its inspired by livejournal which is probably obvious to most readers. I used to love reading fanfiction on livejournal in middle school, so despite being a zoomer I do have a lot of good memories on the site. I still go on there occasionally when i get fixated on some real old shit. Even now, its surprising valuable for the amount of amazing fanfics, graphics and essays on there. Dreamwidth as well, of course.

      Soon im turning 23, which is kinda insane. Time is going by so fast since i graduated high school. I dont really feel any different from high school except i can drive around and get a job if i want. Its kinda embarassing but im only now getting to be done with my associate's degree, which should be done by Fall, i think? I mean, its not terrible considering i spent two years working (worst job ever, i'll probably go in detail someday) but damn it still makes me feel... weird. Then again, ive lost a lot of my ability to care about feeling "weird". Ive pretty much accepted that my path of life is unconventional, and ive made terms with it. This kinda comes with the territory of being born with autism and made to feel like an outcast your whole life. At some point i just stopped caring lmao.

      Lately, ive been trying to improve my life in pretty much every way. Exercising, eating better, andddd... i started a prescription skin treatment! Tretinoin .25% exactly. This shit is actually amazing, but i will admit... for the first two weeks my skin looked like shit. Crusty, reddened and sickly. But now that thats over with, goddamn!! my skin looks so much better and smoother! My skin was more on the oily side but this treatment has made it more dry, so I switched to a new moisturizer.

      Of course, with how harsh the Tretinoin can be i now have to apply sunscreen daily. Which is apparently something youre supposed to do anyways? So its a win twofold. I got some Burt's Bees sunscreen a few years ago but stopped using it because it irritated the Fuck out of my skin. But now since my skin is more dry, theres no irritation. I dont know how that happened but im happy about it. And; to any of My Fellow Americans, you can infact get Tret online from India for way cheaper than getting a doctor's appointment and paying for the prescription. Is this legal? Shrug...

      And sorta related, but I got some liquid iron online and holy shit!! This stuff is so valuable. To all the ladies reading; buy yourself some of this shit asap. (I swear nobody is paying me to say this stuff.) The massive improvement in my mental clarity is actually so insane. But i have to advise you to only take a small dosage of it. Personally, i do 10mg which is just a teensy sip. Apparently you can fuck up your organs by exceeding 18mg/daily, so im keeping it on the safer side.

      Ive been playing the new Rune Factory spinoff (Guardians of Azuma) and i really really love it! I feel so bad that i judged it so harshly. But in my defense it really does look like genshin. And i dont like genshin. I bought a Venti account on genshin when it first started and i dont think i played it for more than 2 days... it just wasnt for me. But honestly? I like this more than genshin. Not to mention the signature Rune Factory writing is still going strong in this entry, which is the best part of the series IMO. The multiple villages remind me a lot of Trio of Towns, which is my favorite Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons game. I definitely got to set up a gamelog page soon so i can fully ramble on about it!

      I was going insane when i realize the bachelor i was most fixated on has the same voice actor as my beloved Emmet.. I mean, im like, legally obligated to marry this character, right? I cant unhear Emmet whenever he talks and it makes me so happy. The voice acting in general for this game is top tier. I hear you can experience marrying all the characters too, somehow? I also have my eyes on Cuilang who is a totally adorable puppetmaster boy.

      Soo thats all for now. I hope you enjoyed reading me ramble about my life lately? Writing this was so fun. Im excited to write more of these! And hopefully finish my damn homepage already, im just so perfectionist im majorly struggling to get it exactly how i want it to look. Im gonna play more RF now, see you again soon!